So DAYUUMM!! I love ma life you know?!
It just feels so GOOD to be alive!!
Like I dont know what it is! I just LOVE being me right now!
You know, you really sit back and take a look, you get to see who your real friends are. They dont care about those shallow imperfections about you. They understand you and accept you. They are there for you when you need them. They’re good people. And MAN do I got some good people in my life! No shout outs cause I feel like I’m just gonna be puttin them on blast. They cant see this anyways cause really there are only two people who read my ish and you two dont give a flying flip what I say anyways do you? Hahaha
So that means this blog is really for me and no one else.
So Ima say this.
Life is SOOOO good right now!
Works giving me ok hours.
I dont have to worry about saving money for someone who doesnt seem interested anymore or doesnt have time anyways.
I found good friends in unlikely places.
My art work isnt TOTALLY pissing me off haha
Dude just, life is so great right now!
Haha that doesnt deter me from my dream though; I still want to die. But not in a bad way <3 I want to die so that I can become a spirit, and if I’ve been good enough, HOPEFULLY!!, God would be so kind as to let me wander space as a spirit and I could just see the Universe.
Now that….That would definitely be eternal bliss for me. I want to see these places humans havent ever seen before. See colors only God knows. See the Universe he created that he watches over every day.
Maannn and really. I think there is one black vein that I have to release cause it is somewhat eating at my happiness. I think I’m starting to hate guy LOL aint no biggy really. They’re not really in my face about anything. Just. I know you’re not reading, but on the off chance you are, you wont know this is about you anyways; I think I’m REALLY starting to hate you haha I’m sorry.
But as hatefilled as I’ve become towards that one person, its whatev!! Cause lifes too good! Now all I need is a real love, some money and a bullet in the heart for protecting someone and I can travel through space!!
Well my fellow daydreamers thats all! Eat Sleep Love and Peace!!